Put all my motivation into track now. I hate when you had a plan and it doesn’t work out. Now I have to reset my brain and my physicality in order to achieve and persevere. But the thing is, I don’t even know why I’m so focused on trying to achieve something. I’m just chasing that dream that I never really had, I’m just telling myself I’ll be okay. Life’s too short to just give up. I can’t be the only thing holding myself back, I just can’t. But the truth is, I don’t know what I’m fighting for, I don’t know at all..
